Good days, bad days.
Yesterday, was baaaddd day, and today is a good day. The main ingredient is sleep. I was up every hour the night before which made for an emotional and long day. I cried a lot and made poor Matt feel like he couldn't do anything right. I slept last night and today is much better. I have decided that I must allow for the bad days because then they go away. I am glad to say that the good days outnumber the bad days very heavily. I think that the time in bed has gotten to me a bit but I am trying to keep my spirits up. So, here are a few things that I am thankful for.
1. I am healthy and my baby is healthy, 34 weeks and still inside!
2. I have an amazing family that loves me and takes great care of me.
3. I have a crazy, high energy, rambunctious, funny and very special son.
4. My bed is very comfortable. =)
5. I have learned to crochet and am getting pretty good at it, haha...
6. The internet.
7. My window so I can get sunlight and look out into the world as Spring arrives.
8. All the midwives I have in my life that bless me with knowledge and encouragement.
9. My two midwives Rose and Ian who have loved me and taken such good care of me.
10. My good friend and midwife Dani arrives in a little over a week!!!
11. This whole pregnancy, that I have been able to experience it and have it.
12.That my God is always in control and that He loves me and this baby more than I can imagine.
13. I am home and able to be around everything familiar and comfortable to me.
14. Life with all the good and bad it brings.
15. Books
It is amazing to me how situations in life bring us to points we probably would never have imagined. I continue to learn more each day that I lay in this bed. More about myself, my family, God, and just thinking of life. I have had a lot of time to think about this baby and how excited I am to meet them. I also go through moments of wondering how it is all going to play out. I have attended many births and seen many women go through the whole process but now it is my turn. =) hmmm.... It's all an adventure, right?
1. I am healthy and my baby is healthy, 34 weeks and still inside!
2. I have an amazing family that loves me and takes great care of me.
3. I have a crazy, high energy, rambunctious, funny and very special son.
4. My bed is very comfortable. =)
5. I have learned to crochet and am getting pretty good at it, haha...
6. The internet.
7. My window so I can get sunlight and look out into the world as Spring arrives.
8. All the midwives I have in my life that bless me with knowledge and encouragement.
9. My two midwives Rose and Ian who have loved me and taken such good care of me.
10. My good friend and midwife Dani arrives in a little over a week!!!
11. This whole pregnancy, that I have been able to experience it and have it.
12.That my God is always in control and that He loves me and this baby more than I can imagine.
13. I am home and able to be around everything familiar and comfortable to me.
14. Life with all the good and bad it brings.
15. Books
It is amazing to me how situations in life bring us to points we probably would never have imagined. I continue to learn more each day that I lay in this bed. More about myself, my family, God, and just thinking of life. I have had a lot of time to think about this baby and how excited I am to meet them. I also go through moments of wondering how it is all going to play out. I have attended many births and seen many women go through the whole process but now it is my turn. =) hmmm.... It's all an adventure, right?
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