Painful Joy

We have had a hard week. On Monday Aunt came to pick up Sky like she would and didn't give him back. I am not going to go into details because really it is just too hard for me right now. I want to first of all say that "I will bless the Lord at all times, His praise shall continually be in my mouth" (Psalm 34:1) In all of the this God is still so so good to us. I don't know what He has for us and I don't know why He is allowing us to go through this. I am struggling, but I know that I can stand on the promise that He wants only the best for us. I trust that He did this for a reason and maybe a reason that I may never know. My heart hurts and bleeds and will for awhile. I fell in love with that little boy and he molded into my heart and he was my son. I feel his loss and I am struggling with not saying good bye, but I pray that God will somehow do this for me. I struggle with being angry and so many emotions, but... at the end of the day I know that I have a Beautiful little boy here with me that brings me so so much joy. He sings how great is our God and Jesus loves me and this is my commandmant to love one another all day long and that keeps me grounded. and, I have an wonderful husband that loves me and protects me and holds me close to his heart. we are all hurting, but if anything God has shown me is that He is faithful and that I have some really amazing people in my life. I am a blessed woman. Thank you Lord!!! Keep us in your prayers. God Bless!!!

I Will Praise You In The Storm.