God speaking and moving

I don't know where to begin. These last few days have been a little bit hard for me. I have been going through sadness, pain, and anger. It just overcomes me at times. I have felt stuck and I have just wondered a lot of why God is allowing this to us. Not necessarily questioning Him, but wondering what He has for us through this. Then I was reading my dear friends blog and she had these links on there. God just spoke through this and pretty much smacked me in the face with it. Who I am to think that God is not going to use this for His good for His glory? Please look at these links because it just is so encouraging and so beautiful to see what we do when we allow God to move in us and not allow room for bitterness or anger or our own selfish ugliness. I just want to say that I love the Lord my God with all my heart and that I will praise His name until the day I go home to Him. This does not mean I do not have pain, or sadness, but... I have joy. Joy that I know my God and that I have been so so blessed. I pray that one day He will use all of this to bring Him glory. For whatever reason I know that He has brought us to this for a reason and He will bring us through this. My heart is that I will stay soft to Him and that I can portray all of this to my beautiful son. Love you all.