Three weeks!

I am now well into my 33rd week and it has been three weeks now. God is so good. I don't know where to begin. Excepr maybe that I am so thankful for all that has been happening, meaning, nothing. I have been in bed in bed with  no contractions and no signs of anything bad. I have been overwhelmed with the way God has been revealing himself to me. He loves me so much and this baby is held in the palm of Him hand. I am more and more excited to meet this little one that bumps around inside me. I have definately felt the baby more and more and even have been woke up at night from their hiccups. = ) I love it.

The last few days have also been really great with me and Will. We played nintendo in bed for a few hours today and I loved it. He is so amazing and he is so much my joy. We had a little melt down today that ended with him letting me hold him for awhile. It was healing for us both and I finally felt that I broke down  wall. It is a start. He has so much in that little head of his and I want to nurture and protect that, not damage it. It is such a fine line being a parent. Walking in love and discipline and not allowing my flesh get in the way to break down what good I try to do. Thank God for grace and child love. I pray as this little one comes more into our family that I will become stronger as a mother as I strive to grow closer to the Lord. At least it is one day at a time, one day more with a baby in my womb and one more day learning and growing. Thank you Lord for these precious gifts.

I also want to say that I am married to the most amazing man. He loves and served this family with his whole heart and I am lucky and blessed by him.