32 weeks
I made it to 32 weeks. Yeah. I have had a hard last couple of days I think mainly from having to be in bed. It could be a lot worse though. A lot and really I am trying to see it as an opportunity to focus on the baby and what God has for us. I have time to read and journal and do nothing. Things that i haven't been able to do much of for a very long time. I am thankful that I am not in pain either. I am just in bed. So, it could be a lot worse.
I have been trying to keep my mind busy but not on me. I get into my midwife brain then I work myself up and start looking for anything that might have deviated. Matt does a good job of calming me down and keeping me focused on truth. I am so thankful for him a what he is doing for me. He has picked up the slack and just does it, and well, I must say. He is my hero.
I just need to stay positive and look to truth. God is teaching me a lot and teaching me to rest in Him. It is so easy to stay busy with our lives that I forget to be still with Him. Well, no time like the present. So here is to another week and another day. Lord willing there will be many more ahead. I am excited for this baby but I can wait a while longer to meet this little person face to face.
I have been trying to keep my mind busy but not on me. I get into my midwife brain then I work myself up and start looking for anything that might have deviated. Matt does a good job of calming me down and keeping me focused on truth. I am so thankful for him a what he is doing for me. He has picked up the slack and just does it, and well, I must say. He is my hero.
I just need to stay positive and look to truth. God is teaching me a lot and teaching me to rest in Him. It is so easy to stay busy with our lives that I forget to be still with Him. Well, no time like the present. So here is to another week and another day. Lord willing there will be many more ahead. I am excited for this baby but I can wait a while longer to meet this little person face to face.


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