New beginnings
So,
I have been on break from midwifery and it has been hard but, good. I also have decided now that I will not be going back to the Baby Place and I will figure out what is next as it comes. I just went in and told them that I won't be returning and it was very hard but really good. I am attending an seminar that is three weekends long and this last weekend was the first. It is really good for me. My good friend Dani, who loves me very much, got me to go and I am so thankful for it. I don't know if I would have been able to do what I did yesterday if it had not been for what I learned this weekend. I am very excited because for the first time in a long time I feel like things are going to change. I am doing this for me and I am glad. Matt and I were going to do it together but Matt decided to do something else instead. I was sad at first but like so many things in life, God has a plan. I have already met some amazing people and I look forward to what is next.
I am just allowing God to be in my life and I am stepping back to see what HE has for me. Matt and I are dong well and working through a lot still. Will is such and joy and such a challange to me. I have been so blessed with the time I get to spend with him. He pushes me for sure but he just makes my world so amazing. He is growing so much and talks even more. : ) He asks so many great questions and tells me the best stories. I do need to be writing them down or I will forget them. He has taken the chickens on as his chore and he thinks that vacuuming is his job too. He thinks vacuuming up everything is part of that though. He told me the other day that he needed to go see Nana and Papa by himself because it is more fun when I am not there. He has his routine of walking to the Credit Union, the library and ice cream at the Merc. He runs the show when he is with Nana and Papa. It is fun because people in town know him and he thinks that is pretty cool. He is too much.
It has been getting colder and kinda yucky but I still love October. Next week Matt and I are going to a David Crowder Band concert and I am very excited. It is kinda our birthday present to each other. Will wants to carve pumpkins too so we are going to try to go out to a pumpkin patch this weekend and spend way too much money on those things. But I do love fall and it is one thing that I don't mind spending money on. We have been having the conversation of why we don't do Halloween and it is a little difficult to get a 4 year old to understand it when everyone else is getting cosutmes and all the decorations and things. I just don't remember it being such a big deal as it is now.
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So... the next chapter in our book has turned and now we will see what is writen in it.
I have been on break from midwifery and it has been hard but, good. I also have decided now that I will not be going back to the Baby Place and I will figure out what is next as it comes. I just went in and told them that I won't be returning and it was very hard but really good. I am attending an seminar that is three weekends long and this last weekend was the first. It is really good for me. My good friend Dani, who loves me very much, got me to go and I am so thankful for it. I don't know if I would have been able to do what I did yesterday if it had not been for what I learned this weekend. I am very excited because for the first time in a long time I feel like things are going to change. I am doing this for me and I am glad. Matt and I were going to do it together but Matt decided to do something else instead. I was sad at first but like so many things in life, God has a plan. I have already met some amazing people and I look forward to what is next.
I am just allowing God to be in my life and I am stepping back to see what HE has for me. Matt and I are dong well and working through a lot still. Will is such and joy and such a challange to me. I have been so blessed with the time I get to spend with him. He pushes me for sure but he just makes my world so amazing. He is growing so much and talks even more. : ) He asks so many great questions and tells me the best stories. I do need to be writing them down or I will forget them. He has taken the chickens on as his chore and he thinks that vacuuming is his job too. He thinks vacuuming up everything is part of that though. He told me the other day that he needed to go see Nana and Papa by himself because it is more fun when I am not there. He has his routine of walking to the Credit Union, the library and ice cream at the Merc. He runs the show when he is with Nana and Papa. It is fun because people in town know him and he thinks that is pretty cool. He is too much.
It has been getting colder and kinda yucky but I still love October. Next week Matt and I are going to a David Crowder Band concert and I am very excited. It is kinda our birthday present to each other. Will wants to carve pumpkins too so we are going to try to go out to a pumpkin patch this weekend and spend way too much money on those things. But I do love fall and it is one thing that I don't mind spending money on. We have been having the conversation of why we don't do Halloween and it is a little difficult to get a 4 year old to understand it when everyone else is getting cosutmes and all the decorations and things. I just don't remember it being such a big deal as it is now.
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